I Have Been Giving My Daughter (18) Sperm For ____ Years. Winter Love Thing

I love my daughter. It's often said that you wouldn't even put her in your eye if it hurt, and I wholeheartedly agree emotionally. At the same time, the more love I pour into her, the more anxious I feel. It's a fear-like emotion that one day, as she grows up, she might stop accepting me as her father. The ritual I need to ease that unfathomable anxiety is the act of making my beloved daughter drink my sperm (the very essence of me) every day.