I Have Been In A Friendship With A Friend Of My Son's For 5 Years Now. I Have Been Indulging In An Illicit Love Affair With A Younger Girl...I Am Drowning In A Nakadashi Affair. Kanna Fuji

My affair with my son's friend, Kitayama-kun, began five years ago. On that night when my husband's third affair was discovered and we had a huge fight, Kitayama-kun comforted me in my depression. Then Kitayama-kun confessed to me with serious eyes, saying, 'You want to get back at him for the affair, don't you? Can't I be the one?' Despite feeling guilty, I wanted to respond to Kitayama-kun's feelings and crossed the line. And for the first time in years, I was held by someone and remembered the exhilaration of being loved. Five years passed as we continued our secret relationship, and then a change came to our relationship...