Ayaka Kawakita, Being Drunk And Being Rimmed.

I was naive to believe without thinking... I moved to Tokyo for university and lived alone. I thought I was independent in my own way. I thought I was a woman who could say no. I trusted him too easily just because he was an acquaintance of my mother. In a situation where it was hard to refuse, I was made to drink alcohol, and even when I was drunk, I was coaxed into drinking more... Before I knew it, I was alone with the main perpetrator... I was gradually swept along, and before I knew it, I was surrounded by many men. Before I knew it, many men had gathered at the drinking party. I was the only woman there. But by then, I was no longer in a state to make sound judgments because of the alcohol. Some were passed out from being plied with drink, others were drunk and getting too close—thinking back, they were all clearly targeting me for sex with ulterior motives. In a cramped room with no escape, the men united and, fueled by alcohol, attacked me. I stopped thinking. I'll just surrender to the pleasure. And I'll forget about today...